again again plus one

how wonderful, you were dreamed of again, twice actually after the first in 5 months dream i had of you. you were with me three nights in a row when the sandman dusted his sand on my eyes. just three borrowed nights from your girl. yay.

enough of mushiness that makes me squirm when i read it over.

speaking of dreams, last night i dreamt that tingxian got the job as a security personnel for the slipknot concert, and managed to smuggle me in, as he promised. everything was so real, till i woke up and realized that it didnt actually happen. :(

i have been doing a fair bit of socializing during the semester break (yes horsehead, i can hear you leighing. <- that's a laugh and neigh)

wednesday was spent with the muaythai people at sentosa. its like getting my weekly fix of testosterone exposure everytime i see them. and it was fun because everyone, meaning the guys, are so stupid and immature. cheryl, purple, sarah and i snuck into rasa sentosa's pool, and played with the real windy slide they had. we wanted to order food and give a random room number. but the ethic conscious human beings singapore has brought us up to be, we chickened out. we tried to strip joel too, the four of us girls. that was funn, but we didnt manage to. the night was supposed to be spent with reka, nas and a coupel others at clarke quay for the food festival, but it was canceled. hemhem.

i got my hair cut!! on thurs with soong. and i hate it. :(( i hate bloody layering cuz it makes it so hard for your hair to be tied up. i mean, YEs it was quite nice when the guy blew it and styled it pretty pretty for me. BUT MOST PEOPLE DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO SHOWER IN THE MORNINGS, MUCH LESS BLOW THEIR HAIR. most people meaning me.

friday night was spent with sean, yuankun aka clement, and alexander aka devil intern at some really good law firm, at a small italian joint along sixth avenue. yuankun was late, so he treated the three of us to venezia ice cream, double scoop each. the conversation was filled with blowjobs, and umm, a couple of stuff along those lines. alex's girlfriend finally found the place, so we got to meet her. she says im sweet, and not at all manly. take that sean! and i have pictures too! oh, one thing that's tickling me, alex also thinks sean and i would've gotten together.. aww, mushie sqooshie wushieness seanie.


the grey one's yonks, red one's me, cute one's sean.



and ditto.


my wonderful rainy saturday afternoon was spent pounding on the treadmill, burning off all that excess cream cheese, and ice cream i had the night before. I RAN TWO BLOODY KM IN TEN LOVELY MINUTES. (i dont know how i did it) and im quite proud of that because i dont train. and i continued another 7 minutes on the treadmill. did some elevated sit ups and backwards sit ups and hit the stepping machine for 25 minutes! i sound like such a steriod pumped gym rat. evening went to meet sean, sem and half the phs population for some church performance at yishun. thanks for the invite joey. it was pretty alright i guess, too draggy to my liking, then again, i havent gone to church in ages. makanan at newton with sean, sem and yonks. SEM FORCED ME TO EAT FRIED UNDERAGED SQUIDS. poor things, plus they tasted horrible.

AND today was nice because i turned my handphone off the whole day and spent quiet time alone by myself, helped kim with math and english, spent quality time with chester doggy woggy, and went grocery shopping. technology does get annoying once in a while.

i actually planned to have this all out blog entry on virginity and sex (singapore context). but it's late, and parents will wake up to the worked up pounding of key board, and then kill me. thus, i will leave that till tomorrow, or whenever i am free again.

i shall leave with a paragraph or three, from my current bible, current meaning for 4 months, Women On Top. bloody good book, i think i will lend it to my mom, once im done ravishing it's contents again and again.

"If man did not fear women's sexuality so much, why would he have smothered it, damning himself to a life with a sexually inert, boring wife, forcing him to go to prostitutes for sex? To combine sex and familial love in one woman made her too powerful, him too little.

Women so totally absorbed man's evaluation of our sexuality that we cae to judge ourselves by his needs: the less sexual the women, the Nicer. We took on his police work, becoming one another's jailers.

How ironic that we ourselves made it possible for society to imagine us the sleeping beauties who could only be sexually awakened by a man's kiss. A fairy tale on which we are raised, a myth thought up to assuage the terrible fear that we are not sleeping at all but are wide awake, hot, hungry for sex, our appetites so insatiable we would undermine the economic system, the Protestant work ethic, the social fibre, ultimately rendering men limp, spent, simply put in our power."

As much as we like to think, more like hope anyway, that society's oooh, open and honest and liberal blah blah blah about sex, especially female's and sex. It's not. And a good local example of that would be the big un-neccassary over-rated hoohah over sarongpartygirl. i shant elaborate today.


tagbacks - tiff, i do not have a perverse state of mind!! i need some good lovin' vrrrrm-vrrrrrmin'. sshhhhhhhhudderin'. my hair sucks. your hair in that neoprint with mark sucks too. its like being back at the class chalet.

yvonne, not fat, but not as slim and fit as you mah! hur hur.

semmie, we didnt manage to get me de-hedged haha. i thought you got to scruntinize it, at least a bit. AND, i dont mind younger boys. you can de-innocentize them. how funtabulosely fun!

eh eh eh. i want to read the half blood prince!! i am pleasantly reminded of the good ole times in secondary 4 where i was happily seated with tiff next to me, sean in front of me, and yk standing near tingxian's seat, and reading harry potter, (which might i add, tiff, sean and yuankun have ALREADY read). and i told them, if they dared to tell me who died, they would follow suit. probably locked up in a box, surviving on my burps for all eternity. anyway, sean goes "sai-rus", yuankun goes, slightly louder, "se-rious", sean even louder "sai-rus", yuankun bellowing at this point, "se-rious". and i look up, face white with horror, shock and anger as it dawns onto me. it doesnt help that sean claps his hand over his mouth. they weren't just arguing over the pronounciation of sirius's name. he died. and i screamed.

good ole times.