hyper-GASP-ventilating
hyper - big deep gasp for air - ventilating.
that is exactly whats happening to me now, im extremely annoyed by it and i think i'd rather die than keep gasping for air every 15 seconds like a fish out of water. shallow breath, shallow breath, GASP, shallow breath.
im working. at dad's office. not for him, but for the legal department. i know the human resource department needs/wants me as well. basically, a lot of filing and photocopying, scanning and such. sounds boring. well, it is. THING IS, time flies when im zoning out by the photocopier and at my desk when im punching holes into papers and stamping stuff.
3 things that made me really happy today.
1. i got to STAMP papers. like, stamp the directors name and date onto papers he's signed. WHICH IS COOL. because, i used to make believe and do that a lot when i was a kid. cutting up bits and pieces of papers, and stamping hello kitty, garfield and rubber stamps saying "good work" on them onto those bits of paper. stamping, transfer the stamped scraps to one side, and later, adjust them neatly, and stamp somemore. AND THAT CHILDHOOD DREAM OF MINe got fulfiled today. it felt good!
2. i got to empty the hole puncher. i never file my stuff, so my huge chunky hole puncher is always empty. and it makes me HAPPY opening the plastic and shaking the pretty pieces of white paper circles into the bin. it felt awfully satisfying.
3. im getting a dog. FINALLY. my parents have been talking and talking about it for 3 years. my aunt cant keep up with her dog. now that her maid's gone, and she's still wokring part time. and her kids have no interest in it. well, not much. so, although it requires a lot of training, it has no discipline. and because they have hardly spent time with the poor cutie pie, it gets really excited and crazy once it sees people. my parents, more like mom, have given in and decided to take him in! yaaay. he's a darling. im so gonna love him. golden retriever. one year old and very horny. :D
i have read books recently! and im gonna buy loads of books from kinokuniya and borrow even more from the library. since im gonna be working at least a month at dad's office, located at takashimaya. yay. i've read "ignorance", milan kundera. AND ive gotten through 25 pages of his "final waltz". not that its not interesting. its INTRIGUING. but eh, there's hardly free time at work.
you. i liiiiiike. you know i wont tell. :))