kiss the rain

im sick. im terribly sick. sick sick sick. oh someone pity me and do my essay outline for me! last week, i had stomach flu. and i hadnt gotten better, before i caught another bug on friday. the glorious fever. so now, im burning up with really gross diarrhoea. the only good thing is that my weight's plunging. besides that, im feeling absolutely awful. my head's pounding. everything around me is spinning. i have this constant weird sensation of falling. my bones ache. my stomach makes weird noises. i have RECTUM ACHES. my heart is frail and kenar prodded with a hot poker, but thankfully, its one part of me thats healing. :) thank you Lord!

i had fun, when i was relatively healthy, going to Tangs and spending half an hour in a single changing room with rachel and charlotte trying on corsets and poofy see-through skirts. and of course posing porn< stars now! it's our next ambition. it's bloody fun. well, at least, the dressing up is. and i sure do need some males right now.

the open house was bloody fun as well. it was tiring. girllllllllllllllllllllfriend.