the invisible man

eating : extra salt and vinegar chippies and reese's peanut buttercups

doing: rubbing the salt from the chips unto my owser. it helps with the healing process. i've had this accursed ulcer for one week! one whole bloody painful week! its in a spot where, if i talk, breathe or move my mouth, it gets rubbed against my teeth. OW can?

anyway, wedsnesday. fun. salsa. though i was extremely shagged. had to fight to keep my heavy as gold eyelids open. well, at school, mark called. he was at SIM! so, he came down and we sat around and caught up. its always nice conversing with him. he's so old. to me at least. and so mature and wise, like a tortoise. fuck, im lame. but, yeah. he was a breath of fresh air from the 17 year old guys i know. very nice. he was meeting his friend later. who turned out to be one of my future lecturer. a felix something. radio guy.. so, i leave school for town. and somewhere along bukit timah road. i realized that i had forgotten to print and hand in my writcomm essay. it was a bother. going all the way back to school. trudging across campus, UNDER THE HOT SUN FULLY CLOTHED, to hand my work in. bah. met up with sang and charlotte at the library (orchard), but they left soon after. so, went to dad's office for a drink. gotta save money. ended up helping him file tax laws and other boring stuff. it's kinda fun, keeping stuff neat and tidy.

walked around takashimaya waiting for the two fees. looked at the stuff at chanel and louis vuitton are pathetic. they think they're so amazing and 'big' just because they're working at expensive shops. honestly, while i was walking around the shops. i felt, so unwelcome. i got this vibe that the only reason why they were following me around (rather annoyingly, might i add), was because they were supposed to. even their 'thank you for coming', sounded just, oh so, mechanical and bored. she wasnt even looking at me for christsakes. the ladies at christian dior were much nicer. they actually gave a real heartwarming smile. tsk.

met up with sf and cf, and saw these few taitais on the escalator. they looked like drag queens. well, transvestites really. huge ugly frizzled hair. terrible makeup. eye shadow that extends beyond their eyebrows. thick lipstick. not even lining their lips. but, looking like ronald macdonald. ew? ewww. pretty interesting i'd say.

saw steven lim at tangs. went up to him and gushed like i was his biggest fan and told him how absolutely beautiful he was. all the while, trying not to imagine him naked. ITS NOT MY FAULT. its just all his gross pictures on his web. thanks to duke hanson. heh. yuck.

i hate ah lians. saw one arguing with a shop keeper and security personnel at far east. something about calling the police, stealing stuff and school uniforms. so LOUD and scary. stupid people. sometimes it amazes me how stupid and warped people's mind can be.

thursday, didnt go for writcomm class. heh. sorta went to the doctors with soongfee. apparently, both of us have stomach flu. i've been having agaonizing stomach pain and diarrhoea for the past 6 days. but never bothered, or had the time to go see a doctor.

friday, met mom at OG after school. bought this really comfy pair of shoes. ahh. went to the hospital to visit my aunt. god, she was so skinny and frail, but her grip on my hand, was just, overwhelmingly strong. any bit harder and it would have been painful. i cried, seeing her, lie there, so sick with cancer. but i had to be strong, we all had to be strong for her. so i pretended to scratch at my eyes, and wiped the tears away. heh.. so bloody sad.

saturday, couldnt wake up for the open house thing. darn. went to visit my mom's friend. and later on in the afternoon. went tanning with sfee!!! oh joy. i've missed the feeling of my skin baking in suns warm rays.

sunday, went to bethany presbyterian with mom. i used to go there, when i was younger. but stopped. tiff couldnt go to church today. so went with mom to her church. i miss tiff!! havent seen or chatted with her in ages. its a boring weekend. i think i might go to the gym later.

--oh darn it. soong's going for a walk with her sister. so im not going to burn fat, lose calories, unclog arteries and keep my muscles toned. pouts. i seriously need more motivation.

oh. im having a birthday party this year! exclusive though. only by invitation. shall send them out. soon.