she triumphed over us all

i saw a girl who has the same eyes as yuna, except it was black. i remember you once said if i could find a person half as pretty as yuna, you'd drool and go gaga over her. i've found her. beautiful eyes not just big and nice. but the as when yunadid that 'blink eye thing and turn away' from the bad guy. was about to type a message, till i realized i couldnt.

i heard an annoying voice coming from behind me. some guy talking on the phone with an irritating fake american accent, pulled off much worst than sylfagget. 'no i cant buy ham. -pause- if i buy ham, the ham would turn out bad. -pause- im like hamlet, i cant buy ham' yes, not just lame jokes to godknowswho, but a terrible voice and accent to go along with it. i asked my friend who was facing his direction, wheher he was cute. 'ugh, no' figures. so he gets off at the next next next bus stop, while i have to put up with that irritating voice of his. he brushes past, looks at me, does a second take and says 'do i know you?' "i dont know" 'are you from presbyterian high?' "umm, yes" 'are you from debate?' "err, ya" 'oh! im from outram (secondary debate team). i'll get your number next time.' and hops off the bus like some important bloke who requires to get people's number. and annoyingly, with that crotch-hair-plucking accent of his. i remembered how you and i used to complain and bitch about him while helping their team out for miss ang. took out my handphone, till i remembered i couldnt laugh about it with you. not anymore at least. 2 big things that reminded me of you today.

and i know you wont read my blogs anymore. along with somebody elses. but im sure some one would tell you what i've written. that someone's won. like, yay. we feel worth-ed. i've lost a best friend. the somebody elses lost double. you've lost two of your best friends. that's even more stunting isnt it. well, im glad that she's worth more than all of us. i really am. for you.