sarahs brownies

sarahs brownies were yummilicous. SO good! and, i cant believe my lecturer came up, well, publicized the cerebral orgasm thing! cuz, i came up with mouth orgasm long agoo. pouts. but anyway. they were SO good. SO chocolatey. mm..

we just had socpsych tutorial today. and we made up a song about self-esteem. my group's little song was funny. yay..

after school, had a quick lunch. yummy salty french fries soaked in gravy. thats SO yummy. and rushed down to orchard to meet my darling tiffany, who made me wait a loooong time. i was on the bus to town, when tv mobile played the 'band aid 20' song.. they had videos of the suffering africans put into their mtv. i cried on the bus, watching it. i do know that people are dying everyday. but it just made me so sad, seeing their faces, contorted with pain. i cant imagine how they feel like. thing is, i was alone on the bus, and crying. which was, bad. i told joshua about it. and he was super nice enough to call me, and check up on how i was doing, with his mobile, no less. soon after i hung up. eleanor called. so i talked to her till tiff arrived. espirit have bloody nice underwear which i shall buy soon! tangs have bloody nice stuff as well. so exciting. yay. nice nice nice underwear.

rushed to my uncle's place for a Christmas dinner. where i cried again. cuz i saw my aunt for the first time, since she's been diagnosed with cancer. she had it soon after chinese new year this year. it went away. and now, it's appeared not just at her pancreas, but spread to her liver as well. she looks.. worn out. found out my cousins threw away their original warcraft cd, cuz it was unholy!!! omg. OMG. as well as their harry potter collection. THEY COULD HAVE GIVEN IT TO ME. throw away. i cant believe it. but anyway. wtched the incredibles AGAIN, thrid time already. first with tiff, and the second with kz, both at the cinemas. its soo nice.

got home at ten thirty. came online. and did nothing much. cried for the third time today. cuz i read this superbly written blog entry on a friends blog. and i cried. it was sad. and reminded me of my darling kz.

kz's a blockhead. and i miss him. but he never misses me, ever. NEVER NEVER NEVER. good for him. he doesnt have to show me any affection at all. cuz im the emotionless girlfriend who NEVER needs attention. low maintenance me.

2 minutes to Christmas. yay. i have a present next to me. which im dying to rip open. for 40 mins already. shall resist the urge a little more.


opened my only present at the time being. from my aunt.. a princessy green box thingy with jewels. oooh. i wish i had handfuls of diamonds, sapphires and rubies to put inside. someone give me them! it'd be so nice running my hand through all those pretty little stones.

my week's been fun i guess. tiring. but fun. i dont know why im just so tired all the time. went to janice's place on sunday, to look for a dress to wear to attend my cousin's wedding tomorrow. i have no dresses. HEH. pathetic. i got 9 months pregnant there at her place. and took pictures as evidence. haha.

i finally saw kz on tuesday. yay. been loooooooooooooong time since i had met up with him. more than a week without meeting or talking is bloody long. and rushed to yishun as well. 25 bucks.

weds was FUN! i thoroughly enjoyed myself with joshua. he's just so nice and funnny to be with. why didnt i get to know him earlier. hur.. next up, phantom of the opera!! i met enshan after joshua left, and waited for phyllis and soongfee, and soongfee's other ex-classmates. we were going for salsa class. which was fun. i hate my two left feet. must must practice. i wanna learn that oh-so-cool body wave thing. WOW.

thursday ws my cute little kimmy's Christmas concert. back at bethany inde church, which i only attend twice a year. mainly for kim's easter and christmas concerts. met jianni, who i havent seen in ages. she was there cuz apparently, her friends goes there. and she's in hwachong. whoa. im impressed. met andrea as well! the christmas concert was nice! very homey. i miss the church, sort of. the close comfortable feeling you get there. like, the people actually know me. not like, at new creation, where no one really knows whether you exist or not, or drop dead the next day. kinda sad though. and someone forgot his dancing steps.. OH!! i ot stuck in the lift for the first time! we were loading into the lift at the lowest carpark level, to go up to the 2nd floor auditorium. and eh, it jerked a couple of times, and went even lower down!! exciting..

shall sleep now. got zion baptists church service tomorrow morning. my cards arent ready yet!