mozzerella

here i am, im in the wrong bed again
its a game i just cant win
there you are breathing soft on my skin
still you wont let me in
so come on

there you go, midnight promises again
but they're broken by the dawn
you wanna go further, faster everyday
but in the morning you'll be gone
and im alone

why save your kisses for a rainy day
baby let the moment take your heart away

every dream I dream is like
some kinda rash and reckless scene
to give out such crazy love
you must be some kinda drug
and if my time dont ever come
for me you're still the one
damned if i dont, damned if i do
i gotta get a fix on you


im in a bad bad mood. maybe its some hormonal imbalance or something. since, my menses are ending. they're taking SO long to end. a little here and there. god im pissed. why cant it ALL come out. ANNOYING UTERUS LINING. im also pissed over something private else. growls..

anyway, friday was pretty interesting. cuz dad wanted me to stay home. so, i woke up to soongfee's phone call, at like, noon? one? so we planned for her to come over. sean calls, so, he comes over too. sfee arrived first, so we tried to prepare lunch. took the sausage roll meat out from the freezer. i kinda forgot that it isnt instant. cuz it takes time to thaw. it took more than my anticipated 5 minutes. i swear, im not THAT stupid, just, brain was still asleep. so, we put the roll of meat in a plastic bag and soaked it in a bowl of hot water. so, the roll is like, 3 inches thick, and long. so, the outside was soft, and inside still frozen. so i squeezed the thawed meat out into a bowl of pepper and chopped garlic. SO, the still frozen, long, roundish, hard chunk of meat was still in the bag, along with a nob of soft meat at the bottom end. it looked exactly like a prick! it was so funny. i snapped a picture of my creation, with sfee's uncles camera which she had to return the next day so we had to make good use of it. of the camera, i mean. finally, everything thawed, so i rolled the meat into tiny balls, and dropped them into a shallow pan, sfee was frying. it was fun. heh, i only managed one near perfect round sphere of beef, my first one. the rest, i kinda slacked. figured it doesnt have to be all that nice, since its gonna end up chewed up in our mouths, so doesnt really matter. sean finally arrived at picked on the yummy sausage balls. PEPPER. i love my pepper. we poured macaroni into the pan, sean's turn at the fryer now. added, soy sauce (his idea), italian herbs(my idea), it seemed pretty plain. he suggested mozzerella. but, i ran out of that. it turned out pretty yummy.. maybe cuz we were all hungry. spent two hours cooking lunch. tsktsk..

jon called that night surprisingly. i was pretty much surprised. funny. made me laugh.. 2 minutes after i picked up, his dad started complaining into the phone about the phone card running out of money, and such. the dad only does that after 45 mins usually. intl call see. his dad's quite funny. like, cute.

enjoyed saturday loads and the morning of sunday, too. though, the night wasnt so.. well, it was nice. but having one fifth of a single bed, and a teeny corner of the thin blanket, wait, cloth, and cold cold airconditioning. not very nice. i was nice, so i put up with it. yay! give it up for steph! i even washed the dishes without complaining. inside, outside. clean, wipe and wash. i feel so good about myself. heh.


have you ever needed someone so bad
did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
have you ever needed someone so bad, so bad
have you ever wanted someone, have you ever wanted someone
did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart