eyebaggies

sleep deprivation.

serious sleep deprivation.

hollow eye sockets.

deep DARK eye sockets.

if it gets any worse im gonna take extreme measures to get rid of them.. i.e. the mei,sou,kang, thingamjjig sean and i saw at watsons today.. 'wo youl nian qing, pu yong fannao' .. like, ew? my brand happened to be pretty valuable.. was empty, and the EMPTY box was taped firmly to the shelf.. see how popular i am sean? not.. I SO DO NOT LOOK LIKE HE YEOW SUNNY HORSEY FACE! and, yeah.. thanks for explaning all about those 'limitted' stuffs.. yeahhhh.. im still learning.. haha.. shush about THAT thing k.. vacuum.. ha..ha..ha..

thursday, slept for 4 pathetic hours.. couldnt fall asleep.. but enjoyed my day at kz's place.. i did study.. at least, try my best to.. time flew, as usual.. wrote a nice long letter for him.. 4 full scrap papers long.. proud of that.. he says me english is detoriating!! i guess.. but i usually am too lazy to correct 'me and my friend'.. its something that i've always done in an informal context.. bah humbug.. nice walk.. smiless.. my jaw is aching.. realized how guys and girls are so different again.. with guys, just gotta be direct. cant use imagery, and everything to help describe how you feel.. stupid numbskulls.. but, he's still amazing.. yay..

friday morning, on the phone till like, 3 plus? woke at 6.40.. had to actually go to school at 8.30.. but skipped it.. menses cramps hurt like, fucking hell.. really excruciating.. never experienced such pain before.. spent day with sean.. he bit my hand.. metal mouth.. pouts..

gonna get a dog!! my parents have been going on and on and onnn about it for 2 years? except now they've brought it up seriously again.. and i DONT CARE, i will bug, and nag, and scream, and ask over and over again for it.. either gonna be a golden retriever or german sheppard.. i LOVE germans.. SO cute.. SO intelligent.. goldens are great too! dad wanted to get two.. one of each.. mum isnt so keen.. arh well.. the butch sister wants a female dog.. why? cuz she doesnt wanna see the male dog's thingie, and its dirtier, just bcuz it has some peice of skin hanging in btwn its legs.. like, wth.. i said females are just as dirty, and its not like, the sight of a prick would cause your eyes to rot right? stupid butches.. she shouted at me.. said i was giving her attitude.. like, i wasnt.. just cant stand i how ridiculous her explanation was. if she had said, that she didnt want her leg to be shaken by the dog, ok, fine.. you know? and bfore that... my mum wwas asking me to think and be in charge of the games for kimmie's bday party.. so i knew exactly what to do.. so was telling my mum my ideas.. she tried to interrupt, but i just kept going. dont like being stopped in the middle of an idea espcially.. butch stormed off and kicked the foot cloth straight at me.. i seriously think she's got issues. firstly, i have every right to throw my weight around. im older. im smarter. i study. i PASS my exams.. i dont fail n(a) stuff. she doesnt bloody respect me stupid butch ah lian.. not i was doing anything wrong talking with my mum..

who likes kids? wanna give me a hand managing a kiddies bday party.. like, babies are nice.. not 20 screaming ten year olds.. and they're all girls? help..

7 hours, excluding a half our nap at kz's place which was rudely interrupted by music being blasted out of headphones, in 2 days.. seven hours!! im sorta proud of this feat.. heh..

soofie.. lana cake! i want!!

oh.. new word for today.. tanarexia.. mmm