flymetotheskies

do unto others what you want others to do unto you. retribution? nah. God just being fair? nah. i dont know what it is. poor guy. makes me think why im still there for him.. after what he's done, after everything, im still standing here, being sincerely nice and caring.. why no hurt anymore steph. why no anger. why no surges of joy when he's now suffering as what you had once been through.. beats me. sure beats the hell out of me. not that i ever wished for him to go through the pain of being played. everything just seemed like an exact replay of me. an EXACT replay. wonder if it hit him then. all this is very vague huh. set up a private one someplace else. love it to bits now. the freedom of saying what i want. still seems weird of not being able to write everything i want on MY blog, even though this's the public one. guess its more like, retaining the identity and impression of those i write about. in this case here. some will know who, some wont.. mostly, its my emotions an way way way private thoughts that need to be kept to myself. planning on deleting my ancient easyjourn one. saw it had 5 hits this july so far. its been stagnant 4 months already.

was supposed to start my assignments at 3 today. came online, talked to a whole bunch of people. kz! im not a zharbo! hur... had a nice talk with jon, besides everything else. cant believe he picked it up again.. ugh.. dont man! stubborn as ever.

thinking.thinking.thinking. some yayyies, some hurhs, some shits, some donts, some i-dont-want-to-think-so-much. let go.

hafta come up with a product i wish existed and come up with a 3 minute sales pitch. must go think in the comfort of my bedroom.. my laptop darling! here i come! it needs to be hooked up to the net soon. UGH.