woke up nice and early today.. was gonna be early for work.. first time for a long time! bt, got screwed by mom just as i was gonna leave the house.. clean my bathroom, wipe the floors.. HUR! was late for work.. greeted by a new girl.. did a double take.. whoa, striking resemblance to lucy liu.. really cute girl.. her eyes, nose, mouth, freckles.. thing is she's older than me! hah.. faizal, you sicko.. talking about her size.. hur.. talk with the guys about it, not with me! went for catering.. 2 newguys from my restaurant id it too, so got to get to know them better.. yu sheng, and de xiang.. chinese names! hur.. 19, out of ngee ann poly.. waiting for army.. nice guys.. catering at singapore stock exchange.. as soon as the auditorium doors were open, every swarmed like ants to the food.. reminded me of how kiasu people were.. i mean, it was honestly SCARY! heh.. there was one woman, with a tupperware.. HUR! was so hungry! and i got SO PISSED! they were SO greedy! taking so much food! espcially the STUFFED CHICKEN WINGS! one of my favourites.. and they took a bite, didnt finish it, thus, threw 2 whole pieces, and one half bitten one away.. i SERIOUSLY felt my heart cry when i saw the amount of clean, yummy chicken wings being thrown away.. jackasses.. there was ONE left after the whole thing.. the guys and manager, chong, were nice enough to save it for me to eat, making sure that nobody else touched it.. wow.. trust me, it tastde better,like never before.. kinda reminds me of kissing, esp when you've been missing that person, it just keeps getting better.. heh..

just read his blog.. i nearly cried.. yes sean, i happen to be a regular emotional girl.. but yeah, he's is so sweet.. its kinda scary thinking about the faraway future now.. but, me, myself does think a lot too.. i wish wish wish i could tell the whole freaking world how lucky and fucking happy i am.. thank you God!! i love you kwanzheng..

tif's sick. AGAIN.. weak dildo.. should have more stamina.. or maybe take a break from ass fuckign you know who k!! ahha
tif's mom knows about kz, hur.. thank God, my mom doesnt know her..
tif and me, gushing on and on how sweet they are.. haha.. mines sweeter tif!
sean's masturbating, fantasizing me as a nurse with a whip giving him a blow.. haha..
i miss janice.. hur..
i am so excited.. i have my whole life to live.. with you.