I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I dont wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

falling in love with the scorpions thanks to it blasting over the system everyday.. wow.. real rock.. nice..

today was DAMN busy.. full house, with stupid pricks coming in eights thinking they could get a table.. i mean, if you're coming in such a huge group, they should at least call and make a nice cosy reservation ya.. GRR!

took train back with nora (darling) and janice.. train station was totally deserted.. noticed this 40 plus guy sitting.. and when he noticed me, he got up and followed.. out of the station.. towards my bus stop.. past my bus stop (no bus), across the road, thank God there was a cab which came along as soon as i was begining to freak out.. was messaging him so told him about it.. he called to check whether i was fine..

im okay, normal, regular, not breathtaking.. people i meet, at work, customers, blah and blah..

janice and i went window shopping today during break.. tried on some very nice but expensive skirts at island shop.. went to british india too! where we checked out a couple of very long, floor sweeping skirts.. guess we were too short.. so, figured they were too long so held them at our shoulders.. heh.. such asses we were, cuz it turned out to be curtain drapes.. grr.. janice burst out laughing in the shop.. heh.. saw this white haired, pink sari-ed ghost in the bathroom too.. ha..ha..

did some thinking today.. what would have happened if i never saw that newspaper advert about patara recruiting people? or i had gone for that at least 80bucks a day paying job.. even as i had that cut out in my wallet, i was thinking whether i should go for the interview or not, since i wasnt really interested.. what if the raffles city place had accepted me? i would never have gone to tanglin mall, and met everyone i now know.. would i have met better/nicer/meaner people there? what would have happened if billy bombers had accepted me? what would have happened if dad made me work at his office? what would have happened if i had requested for the night off on mother's day to take my mom out for dinner? (which i was going to but forgot) what if jaime had never forced me to fold those bloody napkins? what if she had gotten janice to do it instead? what if they didnt get to sit at where they were sitting? what if he hadnt sat on that certain chair? what if the laundry people hadnt sent their washing early, thus no napkins to fold? what if jaime hadnt brought them in, leading to never noticing him, leading to never telling me about him? what if it was faizal? yeah, like real he would inform me about cute guys entering our restaurant.. what if that day he made the delivery, it was wilson's off day, thus not having any other means of asking for me? what if my mom had been more irritating and bugged me to go out for dinner that night? what if what if what if.. my head is full of what if's.. what if's my parents had sex an hour later, 17 years ago, the sperm that created me might have already died, and i would have gotten a different chromosome, and maybe have my dad's small eyes instead of my mom's big ones and thus, the eyes i looked at him with wasnt as nice, SO, he wouldnt want my number? what if my mom's brother never played soccer with my dad, thus my parents would have never met, and poof.. damn, im sooo lame.. great.. hur.. but seriously, it makes me wonder.. is everything pre arranged by the guy up there? if so, would i have met him some place else, if i didnt get the job at patara? i think, wonder, then think even more.. better stop soon before i start some interlectual debate between the two of me's again.. bet tif's laughing as she reads this.. well, glad to put a smile/smirk on your face dildo darling.. yes seanie, im paranoid.. i know...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOONG-GIE my darling! finally 16! which sounds like a very young age to me.. boy, it's been a long time since i turned 16.. im turning 18 soon! jealous? well, you CAN have sex now anyway.. happy arent ya.. haha. known you since you were what, 11? 12? heh.. still have that horrible picture of you and me and ele.. heh.. you better pay me soon or i'll show the world! haha.. its really gross.. trust me.. i'll blanco out my face first. heh.. you as a nerd, (me too actually), and now, stunning tall beautiful you.. non-nerdy of course.. but, be a nerd soon k! turn back into one and study hard..

nice blog entry.. my turn to have a smile on my face.

oh my god.. before i forget.. i swear arh.. by the time i leave patara, i'll have muscles as big as sherwins.. by gosh.. seriously, my forearm.. i had them already, but now they're like disgusting looking.. even nora and janice are like, how do you do that.. hur.. girly manly girl..