gosh.. my legs are still shivering, 1 hour after getting off my friends bike.. the last customers left at 11 plus today, so we only left the restaurant at midnight. no train.. and i had to take taxi home myself.. jaime left with her caron early.. hur.. robert lives nearby.. hur hur.. lawrence bringing janice home on his scooter, as always.. hur hur hur.. so faizal fetched me home.. scary! i've never ridden on a bike.. didnt even know how to get on.. lawrence had to show me where to put my feet.. felt kinda weird as i had to sit so close to faizal.. hold him tightly.. and hello.. my legs were open wide.. i was wearing a skirt. my body all tense as he stepped on the accelerator. i nearly cried.. i was so scared.. lawrence and janice were just up ahead.. so he drove alongside.. which was really cool.. nice experience.. on the CTE, whoa, he hit 130km/h.. i was watching the speedometer.. wow.. very nice.. dangerous yes, but nice.. by then, i had gotten over my fear, and was enjoying the ride thoroughly.. body relaxed and just watching the surroundings whizz past.. its totally different being on a bike and being in a car.. i definitely enjoy the bike.. heh.. my skirt was flying.. oops.. tried hard to sit on it so that it wouldnt go up.. it did work.. just that my skirt is already short as it is.. ohgsh, he took his hands off the handle at one point of time.. i screamed at him.. that's super scary, although he was slowing down at the traffic light then.. if everyone goes home with their bikes and stuff, guess i might take his bike home too.. he stays nearby, so its okay.. i will pay him for it too, like robert..

hotmail says i recieved a testimonial from him.. logged on to frnster anticipating something nice, but there's nothing! hur..

got my pay! staring at the beautiful check right now.. not much cuz i just started. but enough to go shopping with and return people the money i owe.. thing is, i dont know how to bank it in! never done something like this before. must do it soon, it'll be an excuse to get my atm card from me mom.. she cant keep it from me forever right..

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

lovelovelovelovethissong..every single sentence, every single word, describes exactly how i feel towards kz..i swear ah.. lonestar wrote it for me..haha

started singing this song at work.. felt so frustrated cuz i couldt remember who sang it.. yes janice, i now realize you DO listen to english songs.. haha..

hmm... was thinking back about yesterday and realized i didnt mention something.. heh.. i nearly burst into tears thrice.. heh.. aiyah, tif! im not a crybaby.. its just.. overwhelming.. but i'll continue later.. dad's scolding me.. supposed to be in bed by 1.. it's 2.36 now.. yikes..

lastly, thinking damn hard how i should tell my parents.. hmm. think think think..