Friday, April 02, 2004

yesterday as soon as i reached home and ploped myself on the toilet bowl, my phone rang.. it was ele.. i was supposed to go over to her house to pass her her birthday present! changed and when i got there i was greeted by brandy, the cutest stinky breathed little ball of fur pooch.. really cute, but really smelly.. i once had the chnace to kiss him, ok he once had the chance to kiss-lick me, and my god.. i could smell him on my lips for days to come.. tried hard to take photo's of ele with my phone, but boy, she is quick to block.. she makes th greatest instant noodle thai tom yam flavour.. not bad.. yummy.. burped a lot.. had sweetened soy bean drink.. i opened my present (which she had owed me since january). wow.. it was this really nice pillow, cushion, soft, white, pot pourri thing she made herself! she's damn good with her hands and crafts.. nice.. at least its not breakable like the last one huh ele? haha..

last night, i had the most freaky dreams.. first one, i was pregant! can't really remember what happened.. but i knew who's baby it was.. i dont think i thought about abortion.. hmm.. argh.. blah.. second one, i called up ngee ann poly, and my i.c. number was not on the accepted list of applicants for mass comm! nearly cried in my sleep.. i was so shocked.. when i woke, i saw the clock read 00.03.. which meant i could call in to check whether i was really accepted.. couldn't call.. was too afraid.. kept psyching myself that i can get in and fell asleep.. woke up, and told my sister that i wasnt going to school.. slept.. woke up at 9.15, i slept at 8 the previous night! called in.. 'congratulations you have been accepted for application for mass communications' something like that.. i was half asleep so i didnt really feel happy.. ok great.. accecpted it and came online..

did this test thing which my mom sent me.. it's super freaky..
Although Stephanie holds strong views on what is right and wrong, and will readily voice those views if someone's personal freedoms are under threat, she is not nearly so forthright with detail. A practical individual, she prefers the big picture to what she sees as the mind-numbing detail required of many jobs. As a direct result, Stephanie is inclined to leave tasks to the very last minute, despite the stress that such delays entail. She is best employed in a business with tight deadlines, such as newspaper or magazine publishing.
Tenacious and stubborn, Stephanie is someone who works slowly and methodically to achieve success. Not the sort of individual to turn the world on fire, Stephanie is nonetheless a thoroughly reliable person whose careful approach to life brings steady reward. She is something of a perfectionist who can be counted upon to complete tasks without supervision.
With a positive approach to life, Stephanie has the ability to work on her own - a quality that will enable her to develop her creative skills. Coupled with her desire to travel and the ability to listen to what others have to say, Stephanie might best be employed as a travel writer or journalist.

Stephanie is a balanced individual who can understand and appreciate the views of others as well as her own. She can express herself fluently, and with persuasive conviction, whilst taking account of opposing views. This means that Stephanie will get on very well with colleagues at work, both senior and junior, as well as clients, customers, suppliers and external agencies.
With a creative mind and a good memory, Stephanie is honest, straightforward and optimistic. She will achieve her aims. She is capable of creative thought, and will appreciate art and music. She also enjoys an excellent memory - a significant advantage in any employment.
Stephanie will find life's lessons hard to learn. She will suffer from loss (of possessions or those she loves) before questioning the cause of that loss. It is likely that Stephanie will develop a faith of some sort, and although it need not necessarily be a religious faith, it will nevertheless be something that she holds onto against all the evidence. Potential employers need to find out what that faith entails.
Good with details and with a methodical approach, Stephanie nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest. She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Stephanie needs a job that offers variety.
Ambitious to improve her lot, Stephanie will constantly push forward to achieve something in her life, yet this ambition will be balanced by humanitarian ideals that will lead her to support causes that may demand self-sacrifice.
Stephanie finds it difficult to accept other people as they really are, and is constantly disillusioned with life. Once she accepts that others are only human, the frustrations will cease.
Enjoying the outdoors, Stephanie is someone who will perform best by being busy. She dislikes confined spaces, and needs both physical and mental exercise. A good walk in fresh air is an intellectual catalyst like no other to Stephanie, whose need to be constantly occupied is an asset to any employer.
Stephanie will be reasonably successful in financial terms, and enjoy a degree of luck.
Stephanie is a cynic who worries too much about the downside. She needs to recognise more of life's advantages.