sighnesitis.. i swear, just as my life gets better and better i sigh even more! why?!

one more, three less.. relax.. God's working his miracles..

oh man.. lay off stephie.. lay off.. grr.. control.. like last time!?! yes, last time.. just being nice.. to everyone he knows.. always so nice.. no special treatment or anything.. sigh.. why so jealous.. i cant believe it!! i got jealous over itchy small issues!! even his friends, who are GIRLS! aww man.. get over it! jealous freak.. i cant believe im actually like this.. be ware of me.. jealousy reigns from deep within me.. sigh.. what do you think makes you so different? nothing.. nothing at all.. im just another one.. that's it.. another one.. another girl.. another face.. another clone.. another forgotten uniimportant one of them.. to be, one of them.. BUT I DONT WANNA BE ANOTHER ONE OF THEM!! he's like.. whoa.. mind blower.. super funny.. super nice.. either i tell him to stop talking to me, cuz if he doesnt, like the last tim, just gonna get more addicted.. bleah! steph ah.. yes yes tif.. desperate.. not my fault.. i dont CHOOSE to be so ugh bitchy.. im not a bitch!! grr.. sigh.. dont be so nice and sweet to me!! dont talk to me on msn!! please.. dont.. i ant take it anymore.. really.. go away la.. but even so, i'll miss you terribly.. had a dream of you last night too! sighnesitis!!