Tuesday, April 20, 2004

I DONT WANT TO BE CAUGHT IN BETWEEN THE BOTH OF YOU!
YOU MAKE ME FEEL AS THOUGH IM SPYING ON DAD!!
SOMETIMES IM MORE ON HIS SIDE!
YES I KNOW I CAN HELP TALK TO HIM!
BUT NOT TO THAT EXTENT OF NOT GOING OUT FOR DINNER WITH HIM JUST BECAUSE IT WILL INCULCATE OUT FOR DINNER DINNERS OFTEN, AND OHGOSH, HE'S GONNA GET A GIRLFRIEND OR SOMETHING!
IM so SICK AND TIRED OF THIS..
its not that i dont care about my parents relationship!!
yes, i'll talk to him! i always do!! but, HELLO? dont put my in a fix, that i have to report everything to you! its not right!
dont expect me to sew in hints for him to buy you presents!! being so demanding is just going to push him away even more! sometimes, i swear arh, i know more about males than my mom!
FUCK
i'll still have dinner with him tonight la.. i dont want to help her like that all the way.. makes me feel as though im ganging up with her, scheming along with her, against him.. UGH!!