empty spaces, what are we waiting for
abandoned places, I guess we know the score
on and on, does anybody know what we are looking for
another hero, another mindless crime
behind the curtain in the pantomime
hold the line, does anybody want to take it anymore
whatever happens I'll leave it all to chance
another heartache, another failed romance
on and on, does anybody know what we are living for
i guess I'm learning
i must be warmer now
i'll soon be turning round the corner now
outside the dawn is breaking
but inside in the dark I'm aching to be free
the show must go on
inside my heart is breaking
my make-up may be flaking, but my smile still stays on
my soul is painted like the wings of butterflies
fairy tales of yesterday will grow but never die
i can fly, my friends
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went with sean to np.. dad droppped us at amk station.. although sean knew we had to walk to a different bus stop, he kept quiet.. so what we had to do was walk in the hot sun to that certain busstop.. 7 minutes? heh.. okay.. he was suffering more than me under that acs jumpa.. kept trying to gross me out about all sorts of shit.. ugh! okay.. i did my part too.. grossed him back out.. think something on the line of menses and stomachaches.. haha.. we got there and we couldnt find our way around.. walked everywhere, but everything was like engineering.. GOD! we'll go back another day..
took a bus to far east.. bought some hairbands and such.. walked around, saw some ah lians, bengs, looking out for transies, saw a couple of gays.. when we walked past this shop where they did eyebrow shaping, trimming, plucking, waxing, basically, all sorts of facial torture.. that ass yanked me towards the shop saying that i should do it.. yikes! no way.. and turn out like those sort of lians? ewww.. big no.. so there we were, me pulling into the opposite direction and him holding onto my shirt pulling me into the shop.. think my shirt nearly tore.. somehow, i managed to twist my way out of his deadlock grasp and escaped up the escalator, not before he took my handphone with him.. stood up there like some dumb idiot, waiting for him to come up.. when he didnt.. i went down.. searching for him.. he wasnt anywhere in sight.. suddenly as i walked past that fateful shop, he sprung out of nowhere and pulled me in.. and the auntie was helping him!!! both trying to sit me into the chair.. and that stupid sean said that he had already paid.. GOD! ugh.. -grinds teeth- okay.. fine.. i sat down.. and left my face in the tender loving care of the auntie.. hmph.. she said my eybrows were like 'za cao', wild grass!! okay.. fine.. it hurt! a lot.. plucking.. scratching.. i dont know what shewas doing! so there sean was happily using my handphone to call out tiff, who was at home doing her homework, and telling her what was happening.. gah.. mainpoint: i pruned my za cao
at long johns for dinner, saw some pretty cool malya guys with realy cool hair.. two sets of combo number one add fries add chicken and upsize.. sean was trying to train me into becoming a girl!?! teaching me how i should eat, or bite the chicken.. grr.. saying that i will never be able to find a boyfriend at the rate im going! play.. i get the point.. HMPH! i am not a turn off sean! -sob-
went to tangs and saw even more gays.. yay.. learnt the difference between boxers, boxer briefs and briefs.. why are guys so complicated!? stupid baseball bat looking thing.. hmm.. bought tut tuts.. should have seen his face when i said okay.. pure glee.. made stupid jokes about grapes.. blah.. he sucked it in the train.. he was ohmygosh. in pure heaven as his chewed, clamped, sucked it.. brr.. haha.. attracted lots of attention on the train.. haha.. even got me to put mine in my mouth.. took some photos.. okay.....