They slit our throats
Like we were flowers
And our milk has been devoured

When you want it
It goes away too fast
When you hate it
It always seems to last
But just remember when you think you're free
The crack inside you fucking heart is me

I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day

I wish I could sleep
But I can't lay on my back
Because there's a knife
For everyday that I've known you

When you want it
it goes away yoo fast
When you hate it
It always seems to last
But just remember when you think you're free
The crack inside your fucking heart is me

I wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day

Lie to me, cry to me, give to me
I would
Lie with me, die with me, give to me
I would
Keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair
I hope at least we die holding hands for always

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this song reminds me of them.. thanks guys..

first day of school at nyjc SUCKED.. bloody boring.. no friends.. fuck.. just felt the same old pain of being alone with noone in the world.. got fucked up all over again.. university lectures and boring subject lectures.. with noone to crap with.. i hate making new friends.. being alone in a sea of people.. fuck.. made friends thoguh.. but its just like what.. 'hi whats your name? school? oh cool! i know so and so there.. do you knowhim? ahh.. ha.. ha.. ' the end.. pathetic thing to do.. cut class.. went back to phs.. wanted to help out with the debate.. but turned out.. noone was there.. ok fine.. went home.. slept..