girls are troublesome?
It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone
[Chorus:]
When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls
So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
When I was meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side
[Chorus]
Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby
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are girls really troublesome as guys make us out to be? a few days ago i was with sean, tif and minzhi at this bookstore.. and even though i've been through that book many times, it never fails to shock me at what guys think.. commitment, they are appalled at what girls want out of it.. right.. go figure..
if a guy asks us whats the matter when we're down, we say nothing.. they leave it be, and we get pissed cuz they arent showing us enough care.. whatthehell.
i think, if i guy doesnt tell a girl that she's hot,pretty,beautiful, she feels ugly and that he might be hinting that he's getting bored of her.. then agani, if a guy tells a girl that she's attractive, what a girl thinks is that he's only interested in her for her body, and wants one thing out of her.. yeah.. its true isnt it, girls.. i dont know.. bah.. just passing thoughts of the moments..
i was out with my mom just now, and in the car she was teling me about my aunt who has cancer of the liver and pancreas.. uhhuh.. the doctor -who treated that lee hsien long for cancer- said she has like about 3 to 6 months to live... right.. thats SO sudden! my gosh.. she's 51.. her kids a girl and a boy are 13 and 11.. and they dont know about it yet.. damn.. i mean.. fuck.. i cant understand why such fucked up stuff like this happens to the good people.. ok.. not that bad people deserve to suffer with such ailments and all that.. but heck, its really just sad.. the last time i went to her place was on sat, and i didnt know about the cacer then.. she was just rather sedated and watching some of pastor priince's dvd's.. ok i didnt actaully think ANYTHING then, cuz hell it was in the morning, she could be juust plain tired.. ok it did cross my mind that they were ptty religious to be watching those tapes la.. but that was it.. and now, she's dying.. dying.. dying.. death.. not alive.. dead.. she's nice! she's the nicer one compareed with my other aunt.. she's a chinese teacher at some jc! she's nice.. i cant believe this.. i'll pray for her.. Daddy please, if you cant let a miracle happen, then at least let her not suffer.. please.. dont.. no suffering.. no pain.. sigh..
he's a girl magnet.. gosh.. really.. many.. non stop flow of girls for him.. yet he's not attached.. i can see why so many girls like him.. nice, caring, funny, charismatic, cute *haha* can pay special attention to them as and when he wants.. arh.. dunno.. if he's so nice,perfect and highly sought after, why arent i attracted to him that way.. am i NORMAL?? -shudders- ok i am.. just to small for me.. haha.. just find it weird having a friend and lotsa girls hankering after him.. whatthehell! i can talk everything with him.. menses, sex and yet when i was trying to talk to him about those girls and stuff like this i find it SO hard! whatthehelliswrong?!?
dad wants to get me the phone by weds! but he's afraid that mom will kill him if he does.. hmmm.. he was talking last night, and i found it slightly irritating cuz he kept placing emphasis on the fact that i dont really talk much to him about my stuff.. o...k.. i can if i want but i found it irritating.. and he was going on and on saying that he doesnt want me just using him for money and going out.. oh please.. i am so not.. i just feel so guilty and wrongly accused when he says it although im not doing that!
im over jon, but why does stuff still remind me of him.. all the time?!? no.. i dont want to be reminded.. someone help me..