Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
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alright.. i know i havent been updating for quite some time.. well thats because i only come on once or twice a week..
1) julian's irritating the crap out of me, its amazing how sean can tolerate him so well
2) miss ng's nice, i feel so bad, dont know how to face her next week
3) bonding really well with the o.i. people.. i love you guys.. cheow joo, valerie, mingzhi, chuwei, shihhwa..
4) all of us come from schools which start with a p, val, cj, mz from plmgss, chuwei (crush!), shihhwa from peicai, tif sean and me from presbyterian.. ok, i duno whether julian is from our clique or not.. i mean, he does go with us everywhere, but heh, i feel so mean for saying this, but he doesnt actually clique with us, more like this leech hooking on to us without us knowing about him.. like this shadowy figure flitting around us.. so, maybe its fate/godswill he's ostracized by us? he's the only one not from a P school.. not like that will make us be so mean to him, but he's just so irritating..
5) had a pretty nice chat with shihhwa on the way home yday.. gained insight on him, and its like, i shared with him some stuff that i never told anyone else.. he's really nice and easy to talk to..
6) my parents have some -rolls eyes- problems.. dad getting midnight sms's by some married woman syaing "are you home? can we talk?" .. i dont know the whole story so im not going to judge..
7) mom told me she doesnt want me having relationships now.. i wonder why she suspects anything now.. great.. she brought up jon again.. fine.. im over him totally.. and yes i did think of him during the exam period but it didnt bother me.. i was getting over him.. she says only after i finish my uni and get a stable job! right! when im an old maid! oh PLEASE!
8) results are coming out next week friday! i cant wait! im excited! and slightly nervous! but yes im placing it into God's hands so im comfident i will do well..
9) im sunburnt.. oww
10) my pocket money is halved to 25 bucks a week -sob-

thoughts im pondering over
1. love is not to forget, but to forgive. not to see, but understand. not to hear, but to listen. not to let go but to hold on. - hold on? HAHA! right.. i've held on for three years just to let go now.. pathetic..
2. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. - very true.. so whats the point of 'love'? temporary happiness and bliss? sigh.. whatever..

3. 1. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

2. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

3. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

4. You mean the world to someone.

5. If not for you, someone may not be living.

6. You are special and unique.

7. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.

8. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

10. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

11. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy.

12. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

i love my friends.. everyone of you all.. i love you guys..