chinois new year

ok.. so i havent been online since god knows when.. lotsa things have been happening.. now im at my uncle's house, and just had a nice fat piling reunion meal.. ok, so i didnt touch the prawns abalone, oysters and all but hey, chicken is fattening.. especially if you consider the amount i ate.. argh! they're playing with bomb bags.. being the oldest among the cousins either gives you authority over them, which i dont have, or you become their target to bullying..

fine.. so i didnt make a very good impression at oi..saw a lot of primary school friends there, so kinda lost my interest at being friendly.. i didnt really like them.. but, hey well.. im making great friends with about everybody else.. samanthat from cedar, real cool cute sweet bimbo with brains! yun qi the cute girl from cedar who smiles to herself all the time.. plenty of nice plmgss girls too.. umm.. minzhi, valerie, cheow joo, yadda too many, and iu think the rest are chinese names so i cant really remember.. sorry.. sean from barker..before i got to know himj, all he was to me was a pretty face, bastard( all cute guys are bastards, i believed) guy whom jewell liked.. ok fine.. so now he's one of the close friends i have there.. and im proud to say that my impression of him had definately changed a lot.. he's the cutest, funniest, easy going, shyest (ok not so muchy now), cutest (have i mentioned it already?), sensitive b;ha blah... he's really nice.. yeah.. well.. enough about him..umm and julian barker.. he's got nice muscular arms which i love totally love to squeeze... blah blah and blah..

on friday. jewell sean and i met to have breakfast at jalan kayu.. we merely wanted to skip the begining half of school and go after break.. but hell, we just skipped the whole day and went to compass point where we met with sam.. laa..laa and laa..later, we went to heeren and took some wacky neos..went to work after that at my uncle's place...half way through, guess who calls.. jon.. yeah after IGNORINg me for i dont know how long, and ditching me to go out with someone else, he calls.. why? not to apologize for being such a prick but to complain about how his ex was stalking him and how val was so so so late.. i was so ARGH.. just gave him one word answers to prevent myself from screaming at him.. and hung up.. sent him a msg telling him how sick i was with his pathetic attitude and he goes on to say he's made some mistakes and he's paying to price... right.. god sometimes im just so sick with his godamn mistkaes.. fine i know i should be there and help him? but after all he's done, i dont want to be merely used as omeone he turns to when he has noone.. i mean, im not pissed that he has a gf, its ok, but he shouldnt treat me, a friend so shabbily..