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oh no, I see
a spiderweb is tangled up with me
and I lost my head
and thought of all the stupid things I'd said


oh no, what's this?
a spiderweb and I'm caught in the middle
so I turned to run
and thought of all the stupid things I'd done


and I never meant to cause you trouble
and I never never meant to do your wrong
ah, well if I ever caused you trouble
oh no I never meant to do you harm


oh no, I see
a spiderweb and it's me in the middle
so I twist and turn
but here am I in my little bubble


singing and I never meant to cause you trouble
and I never meant to do you wrong
ah, well if I ever caused you trouble
oh no I never meant to do you harm


they spun a web for me
they spun a web for me
they spun a web for me

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I AM P.I.S.S.E.D.. really annoyed, my blood is BOILING, like a river of magma raging through my veins...

firstly, i was at the entrance of bugis train station, and there she was, a pityful ang morh, trying to slip her one way ez-link card into the groove below the no entry sign at the wrong side of the entrance gates.. i being the nice and compassionate person i am told her where to put it, explaining it for like ten seconds.. and throughout the ten seconds, she didnt even LOOK at me, and when she passed through the entrance gates she didnt even say a simple thank you.. not like i did that expecting something in return but its basic courtesy.. so, now im like, bloodyhell-ing about her.. one thing, she's american, so yeah.. secondly, she's ang morh, and basically, i loathe ang morhs in asian countries.. because they think they are superior to everyone else, just because they're white.. they aer SO haughty, arrogant, pathetic, superficial yadda.. ok, fine, i do know some nice caucasians, but its the tourists whi irritate the hell out of me.. what irks me the most is asian females who literally lick the floor of which the whites trod on with their flithy trotters.. right, im getting racist now.. but yeah.. the SPG's.. how pathetic can they get? trying to junk their asian heritage, for the whites.. right..not that all whites are like that, and not that all asian females in a mixed relationship are like that either.. but because of that minority group, the one's who kowtow to whites, the is this subconscious thought that runs through everyone's mind when they see an asian girl with a white male.. sad to say, but im guilty of the above.. then again, who isn't?

fine, second thing that caused my blood pressure to rise skyhigh is the typical singaporean attitude.. from bugis, i took a train down to cityhall, and there was a huge sea of people crowding round the entrance.. (not that that's anything unusual) ok fine, holdmy breath count to ten, turn up my headphone volume and control my increasing level of frustration.. like HELL, couldnt they just stepback a little? they didnt have to crowd totally around the yellow lines and arrows alright.. another train from the otherside of the platform comes, people come flooding out towards the side that i was at.. phenonenmenly (spello) the original crowd, came even closer together and formed an arc around the doors, acting like a barricade, preventing the newer crowd from penetrating to the front of the 'row' and in turn threatening their limitted space in the train.. ok, i agree that if the older batch didnt resort to that, the newer batch would have cut the queue.. so, it is a method of 'surviving', righteo.. but if both parties had been the i'm nice you're nice type of people like the people back home, wouldnt it be better?

second thing, they pushed, they prodded, they jammed the whole carraige (godsake, my english is detireoriating) and hell, i was standing on the platform, because the train was full and they were still stuffing themselves.. what got me pissed was them being so pathetic.. they dont like being squashed so why not wait for the next one?

the next train came, right.. just great.. someone's butt was on my butt, a lady was leaning on my bombs, my bag was squahed between my legs, the male in front of me was anchoring himself to the ground by putting both hands on the ceiling of the carriage, so that his armpits were thrust in my face (he stank) what a great experience.. oh and i FELL against this guys chest!! EMBARRASSING.. he was cute though, but thats beside the point..

ok, by the time we reached tao payoh, the train was half empty.. not too bad i guess, i was still standing, but hey, i had leg space.. the cute guy was still there! anyway, this wanna be butch entered the cabin.. that little skiiny twirp with her hair spiked and wearing those bead necklace round her neck bouncing up and down apparently looking for her friend who was in another cabin.. she oushed her way through the standers, also past me.. and she didnt have the decency to even say an excuse me.. just stormed right past me, and dragged my big and bulky bag with her.. so it was like ripped from my shoulder, and swung back at me, hitting this poor old lady behind me.. and that kid didnt even turn round and say sorry or at least acknowledge what grievious hurt she had caused.. im not pissed that she nudged by bag, just annoyed that she didnt have the decency to apologize.. i was so pissed alright.. i wanted to say something at her, but hell, if i opened my mouth, the f-word would have erupted at endless streams so, yeah, kept my mouth shut..

righteo, i could go and this non stop so i'll stop here.. thank you for listening.. ugh.. i wanna get outta here..


oh hey faizal, my dear sweet sweet faizal, your name's a heavenly sound to my ear.. your face is a vision of heaven on earth... your... hahah.. you asked me to talk about you, so here.. i can talk about you!! ahhah.. dont complain already dei.. love you pigaizal.. -smiles-