my loss jon my loss

Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

i'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
i'm gonna run away and open my mind
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind
i wanna run away
and open up my mind

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its your loss not mine, boy.. yah right.. its still my loss.. he has his tom, dick and harry down there.. and i have? noone, but him.. right.. so, what? im at the losing end.. as always.. as forever.. god i sound so mushy.. bleah.. but..sigh....whatever

so my parents just put up the Christmas tree.. maybe i should tell them that it's satanic.. anyway, i really remember that tree.. its like really small, reaches only to my butt.. yeah THAT titchy.. it's really old, been with us since i was a little girl, back in australia.. and the cool thing is that i can vividly remember the first time we put it up.. then, i was just as tall as it.. and i remember gazing in awe at it, like it was the most amazing, beautiful and huge thing that i had ever seen.. i was THAT young.. i recall gazing up at it looking at the tip of the tree, being the same height as it too.. i think its really cool that i can remember these sorta stuff so well.. really nice childhood.. i think i was around 3 or 4.. sigh.. Christmas.. i dont wanna believe that Christmas is satanic and that santa is satan!!!!