I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
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so he happens to have someone i think.. i mean i know its none of my business, and i know i have no right to interfere with his personal life right? i mean, just because i like him doesnt give me the right to have a hold/grip on what he does, who he dates.. everything.. i mean, i know i shuoldnt feel like this... i mean, jealousy is normal.. but i dont want to feel this way.. it's the selfish thing... i dont mean to be so selfish and possessive but, after everything i've been through,i cant helpit..
guys are the root of all evil says:
hey
guys are the root of all evil says:
i wasnt at the com la
Earl Double dunk says:
fainnally
Earl Double dunk says:
someone
Earl Double dunk says:
DECIDES
to reply
guys are the root of all evil says:
NO
guys are the root of all evil says:
really
guys are the root of all evil says:
i went off
Earl Double dunk says:
i know u di
guys are the root of all evil says:
but left the com on
Earl Double dunk says:
its cool
Earl Double dunk says:
nice picture
guys are the root of all evil says:
u have it
guys are the root of all evil says:
i sent it to you
guys are the root of all evil says:
remember?
guys are the root of all evil says:
oh yeah
guys are the root of all evil says:
you never do remember huh
guys are the root of all evil says:
nevermind then
guys are the root of all evil says:
eh
guys are the root of all evil says:
i have something to say
guys are the root of all evil says:
hello
guys are the root of all evil says:
fine
guys are the root of all evil says:
dont reply
Earl Double dunk says:
hah
Earl Double dunk says:
sure i
Earl Double dunk says:
SURE
Earl Double dunk says:
how are guys
Earl Double dunk says:
the root of all evils
guys are the root of all evil says:
you should know
guys are the root of all evil says:
and the something i have to say
guys are the root of all evil says:
has to be done over the phone
Earl Double dunk says:
what
Earl Double dunk says:
the?
guys are the root of all evil says:
uhhuh
guys are the root of all evil says:
and no
guys are the root of all evil says:
im not pissed that you dint call .....
Earl Double dunk says:
well
Earl Double dunk says:
i'd be
Earl Double dunk says:
guess
Earl Double dunk says:
what?
guys are the root of all evil says:
huh?
guys are the root of all evil says:
i dont get you
guys are the root of all evil says:
look
guys are the root of all evil says:
it's serious
Earl Double dunk says:
whasts serious?
Earl Double dunk says:
what do u wan tel me?
guys are the root of all evil says:
something
Earl Double dunk says:
WHAT?
guys are the root of all evil says:
its not tell
guys are the root of all evil says:
its discuss
guys are the root of all evil says:
i think
guys are the root of all evil says:
ok
guys are the root of all evil says:
there's SOMe stuff which i have to tell
guys are the root of all evil says:
but
guys are the root of all evil says:
yeah
guys are the root of all evil says:
over the phone
guys are the root of all evil says:
so its really up to you if you want tocall or not
Earl Double dunk says:
why can't u just
Earl Double dunk says:
tell me over the net
guys are the root of all evil says:
because.
Earl Double dunk says:
please tell me
Earl Double dunk says:
its not aboujt
Earl Double dunk says:
liking
Earl Double dunk says:
and relationships
Earl Double dunk says:
and all that
guys are the root of all evil says:
nope
Earl Double dunk says:
ight then
Earl Double dunk says:
guess
Earl Double dunk says:
what?
guys are the root of all evil says:
guess?
guys are the root of all evil says:
oh
guys are the root of all evil says:
you should know
Earl Double dunk says:
WTF?
Earl Double dunk says:
are u on about
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
fine.....
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
it was, buts its ok now
Earl Double dunk says:
this is aboujt
Earl Double dunk says:
the draem
Earl Double dunk says:
aint it
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
ummm
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
not exactly
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
yeah
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
not exactly
Earl Double dunk says:
alright
Earl Double dunk says:
i don't know alrih
Earl Double dunk says:
i jujst
Earl Double dunk says:
friends
Earl Double dunk says:
and
Earl Double dunk says:
arhh
Earl Double dunk says:
i jsu
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
stop
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
stop
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
stop
Earl Double dunk says:
everyhoens been telling me
Earl Double dunk says:
what a big
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
STOP
Earl Double dunk says:
play boy i am
Earl Double dunk says:
and maybe
Earl Double dunk says:
so
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
i dont want to know
Earl Double dunk says:
so
Earl Double dunk says:
friends alright.
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
DONT TEL:LL ME ANTHINYGH
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
i dont want to know anything
Earl Double dunk says:
uhuh
Earl Double dunk says:
so lets just
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
i KNWO
Earl Double dunk says:
be friends
Earl Double dunk says:
is tha twhat u know
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
i do know that
Earl Double dunk says:
ight
Earl Double dunk says:
so
Earl Double dunk says:
what is it
Earl Double dunk says:
am i a play boy
Earl Double dunk says:
coz fucking
Earl Double dunk says:
everyone
Earl Double dunk says:
keep telling me it
Earl Double dunk says:
dfo i take things lightly
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
everyone's toldme that too....
Earl Double dunk says:
told u
Earl Double dunk says:
about u
Earl Double dunk says:
or told me
Earl Double dunk says:
or told u
Earl Double dunk says:
about me?
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
yes
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
dont be pissed withme
Earl Double dunk says:
wait?
Earl Double dunk says:
i 'm lost
Earl Double dunk says:
everyone
Earl Double dunk says:
has told u
Earl Double dunk says:
that i'm a plyare?
Earl Double dunk says:
i aint pissed
Earl Double dunk says:
i just wana know
Earl Double dunk says:
thats all
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
no...bastard
Earl Double dunk says:
then fucking tell me
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
tell you WHAT?
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TOSAY??
Earl Double dunk says:
nothing
Earl Double dunk says:
fuck it
Earl Double dunk says:
alright
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
WHEN YOU DONT WNANAN HEAR ABOUT OY
Earl Double dunk says:
nothing
Earl Double dunk says:
ok
These wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase says:
IT
i love him... what else can i say? im crying now....10.54... great... it hurts so much... its always has to be like this... and now, implaying this song over and over again.... its so true... and i just feel so lost i dont know what to do... forget about him? how? he's been in my heart for three years, without him, im lost in this world.. its also hard to eliminate his playboy side when he's my friend....
i dont know what to do...im so messed up now.. i so wanted to clear things up with him, although i didnt in he end.. so maybe things will be better like this?
"just friends" sounds like those dumb seperations on telly when they never become friends again, in my case stay friends... i cant take this...
*did my stuff again i shouldnt have done it but it cleard my head* 7 up, 3 end