i know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
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yay.. feel so happy today because i went shopping! and oh boy, it sure brought a new meaning to shop-till-you-drop.. ok so, i woke up late.. i was supposed to meet sean, jolene and eugenia at yck station at 11.. and well, i got up at 10.20.. definate rush.. and when i was just about to step out of the door, my parents asked me to conjure up the appeal letter to -wow- yishun junior college! how exciting..like UGH i was already late.. and i KNOW they're trying to instill asense of responsibility in me, but god, its irritating.. i mean, i can learn responsibility any OTHER time right.. and its not like the letter cant wait till later.. ugh.. dont complain so much stephie..
ok, so sean was late, again.. lunch at takashimaya, where i had those japanese balls thingamajjigs.. sat on the floor outside the arena where high 5 -wow- was performing.. ooh ahh... shitty noise pollution.. "shake it, shake it, jiggle it giggle it" right.. sounds like some porn song by the cheeky girls or something..
jolene took ages to get her stuff.. then sean took ages to decide on his clothes.. ok fine.. we DID want him to wear something that he wasnt so keen on.. but hey, he looked so nice, cute, gorgeous, va va voom in it... see sean? you looked nice.. stubborn mule you... topman and g2000 were the places we frequented, i mean kept going back to.. like us fashion experts, us girls, wanted him to wear this nice black long sleeved button up shirt.. but,nooooooo, he wanted this "BEER" tee.... right... ok, fine.. so i did get a little pissed at him , because he's been so ugh insensitive
boy said he's going to call me..guess he didnt... i've gotten used to it.. i mean i dont wanna bug him all the time to call me, right? im not so DESPERATE for his call..thing is, i have stuff to discuss with him..i need toclear some stuff up... and the last time i got publicly pissed with him for not calling, he said "its just a phone call" yeah, it's just a phone call.. i know now.. nothing important.. just like me.. an umimportant, used, done with, discarded peice of junk....